I assure you, I had a topic all set for today's discussion. And then quite frankly, I had a momentary lapse of reason and went off on one of my hyper honest tangents to the person who I originally planned to refer to. I did this after this person attempted to do something that was most likely meant to be nice. Hurt feelings harbored for some time suddenly sent me into a lather and off a crazy email went into the atmosphere. Some letters are best written in your head and unmailed. I won't know if this is the accurate in this case until I sleep off this ferocious headache that probably exacerbated my heated exchange. Volatility is one of those qualities about me that some sure do love to hate. My friends don't call me Roxy Dynamite by accident, you know. As you know, lists calm me. I plan on putting together a series of lists before the end of the year covering my antics for the year. The lists are only as accurate as my calendar-which is dodgy. If you attended an event with me this year and I'm missing it, by all means let me know and I'll add it. List du jour: Cinema 2004 1/1- The House of Sand and Fog 2/7- Monster 3/6- Citizen Kane 3/11- 50 First Dates 3/13- The Barbarian Invasions 3/19- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind 4/17- Kill Bill Volume 2 6/15 The Stepford Wives 7/?- Fahrenheit 911 7/18- I, Robot 9/4- Vanity Fair 9/11- Coffee and Cigarettes 9/13- Delovely 10/3- Napoleon Dynamite 11/25- Dig 12/2- Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason 12/4- The Saddest Music of the World 12/20- House of Flying Daggers 12/30- Sideways